Tuesday, April 3, 2012
I don't wanna go...
We leave early tomorrow morning for Mayo. I have to get pre-admitted for surgery Thursday and then I have a fun appointment where they stick needles in my nipples. Makes you cringe doesn't it? They will be injecting me with some type of dye to follow the paths of my ducts through the lymph nodes for surgery. Today has not been a banner day as I try to prepare myself to go. I need your prayers now more than ever because I feel like running like hell. My nipples need your prayers because they have inverted inside of me at the mere thought of those needles. Alls that keeps running through my head, like a small child throwing a tantrum is... I don't wanna go...I don't wanna go....I don't wanna go....I don't wanna go...I don't wanna go...I don't wanna go...I don't wanna go...I don't wanna go...
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All my Love and Prayers are with you kiddo. Love ya my girl.
ReplyDeleteOh Bean, my heart aches for you. Those needles are making me cringe and I'm not even the one they are pointed at!
ReplyDeleteWe are so praying for you; we shall kick it in overdrive tonight.
Keep your mind focused on the most beautiful moments you have had with your children, try remember crazy small details,keep your breathing slow and I would suggest for goodness sakes, don't look.
Just like childbirth, you shall get through this pain also.
Go Bean, Go Bean, Go Bean, you can do it. Stand tall and stay strong. Keep and know the Holy Spirit will be wrapped around you like a blanket tomorrow; we have all ask and he will be there!
Kerri